The elephant in the room.

We are all psychic in one way or another; Sometimes when I meet other people they tend to be a little tense in my presence, and sometimes when I'm opened people tend to tell me all sorts of things and that can be overwhelming.

 I have these powers to make people feel my presents wherever I am. I am like an elephant in a room; wherever I am my presence is felt by everyone. I am an elephant in a small room, with everyone trying to get me out but I am not moving I am here to stay and no one has the power to move me. Lol!

This is how a person should be; let people feel your presents. It’s all about dominance and shouting your voice for everyone to hear what you have to say. It’s all about finding a territory and staying in your territory and not allowing anyone to move you.

Some just can't handle the pressure.

 Life has its hard times and its good times. The thing with life is everyone has their own approach but some just can't handle the pressure. If you asked any teenager or young adult, probably anyone that has had a rough time, they would tell you at one time they probably consider suicide. It's a tough thing to grasp, tough subject to bring up, but it happens every day. More measures should be taken to stop it but sometimes you just wouldn't ever expect it.

A Month ago my best friend, one of the most amazing people you would ever meet on this planet, decided to end his own life. After only 24 years of age, a few days after his birthday he died, young and still full of life. I can't tell you why he did it, but forever it will make myself ask the ifs. I know nothing I could have done probably could have stopped it but there's always that thought, that what if, that makes you wonder. The reasons for most of the suicides are unknown, even with that note saying why. You never will totally understand why and that's a hard thing to grasp, well at least in my case.

I write this as tears of morning pour out of my eyes, flooding my lap with sorrow but I'm doing this to help me cope and cypher through my thoughts, and maybe come up with a good thesis on why. Truth is there is not good explanation, there isn't a logical reason. As I relive those times we shared I have a smile but it can't stop the pain I feel. The hardest part is that reminder that there will be no more days with my best friend, none. I only have those memories. Memories I am going to have for the rest of my life nonetheless, but never will there be a new memory. And that is one of the hardest things for me to even try to comprehend. As I think about how bad I'm feeling and how much I wish I could rewind the time, there are so many other people feeling the same way, thinking the same thoughts, wondering if they could have changed this terrible outcome. Truth is it can't be changed. We can't rewind time but we will always have those memories. GOOD BYEE MY FRIEND! “ NCEBAKAZI MADIKANE”

Every day is a good day.

Day in, day out, every day without fail; and since life goes on,people need to move on too and forget about yesterday. Do not ask “what about the day when things are pretty not going well? When you were not feeling right? Do these moments portray a good day?

I think every day is determined by thoughts, what is on your mind when you wake up in the morning will certainly tells how your day is going to be like. But whatever your mind can think of the day, it is just a day it has nothing to do with our problems. A day is just a precious commodity or an opportunity in which we do our daily activities of life.

But I got to think of a day as an absolute day….to think of it as a blessing for the Almighty. I think every day is the same, all the minutes, hours we spend every day are equal, there is no fast or slow day but it is only our minds that perceives a day as bad, slow, fast or otherwise. But the truth is every day is as good as any other.

still if the weather can change throughout the day, but it still remain the same as good as it is on a sunny or rainy day. Weather or other things that might ruin your day should not make it a bad day; it is only your mood that changes.